Confused…

Now I am confused. What am I babbling about? I don’t know….

It’s 6:01am. Black Saturday. I still couldn’t sleep. Really bothered about what happened earlier. Couldn’t give any details on this post, I just want to breathe. Let my fingers type what they want to say. Man, that’s impossible.

I’ve tried to clear my mind, but I just couldn’t. Read the posts of some friends here. Lot of you guys are depressed. Shit. I’m depressed. Well, I really don’t know. Can somebody switch to “depressed”-mode in half a day? It doesn’t that way, does it?

I’m tired. No sleep yet. Well, actually, I did. Between 8pm to 9pm. Shit. That was yesterday. As I’m writing this now, the sunlight creeping in the room now. Tomorrow is now today. It seemed just moments ago that I was trying to sleep. Now, it’s officially called “last night”.

My eyes are tired. My body is tried.. but my fingers aren’t.. and my mind is racing….

There are things that are easy to understand even without trying. However, there are also some things that we try to understand but fall short of understanding. Heck! There are some that are just difficult to understand!

Eyes tired. Body tired. I’ll get some sleep now.

Hope tomorrow—-err—today is a better day.