one bad trip!

Looks like I’ve done it again.

This is the nth time that I’ve written a blog. I’m keeping my fingers crossed that I’ll finish this one.

Just a few days ago, I have started writing a blog but again I wasn’t able to finish it. I wonder why it is so difficult to finish one?

Well, I have one reason why I can write one now and more importantly, finish it.

My mind is racing.

My heart is thumping.

I am angry.

I am angry because I am and have been taken for granted.

I am angry because I try my best to give my everything and yet felt unappreciated.

I am angry because I try to understand, but get very little understanding.

I am angry because I know that I can be above my feelings and emotions, that I could be logical instead of emotional, but alas, I just could not bring myself to be just that.

I am angry because I am tired.

I am angry because I feel like I’m spinning in an endless loop.

No matter how much I try to control myself…

No matter how much they try to convince me…

My mind is made up.

I am leaving.

Quickie!

Yeah! Ang dami kayang words ang ma-associate mo sa salitang “Quickie”! For some people, they’d think something that is sexual with the word. For others naman, they’d think of the popular shoe repair shop (and it’s products). Well, for me, it’s just a quick short post, and this is one! Shocks! Ang korni…

Grabe! Ang dami kayang nangyari sa buhay ko ngayon! It has been such a long time since I last posted! My fault, actually. I could have posted at least about 5 already but I guess I just couldn’t finish every time. I was always pre-occupied with something! There were just so many things that were going on in my life that starting—err… finishing—a blog was just impossible.

For one, I got my Smart Bro back mid last month (July). So, before that, I didn’t have any Internet connection (well, I do, but through my phone? I don’t think so. Besides, it just doesn’t feel the same.) Also, there was this period of adjustment when I moved from Mandaluyong to Cavite. Oh! Not only was I going to adjust but also my wife. It would be her first time to live in Cavite. Last but definitely not the least, having a newborn baby in the house… well, I guess I need not explain that!

Sana in the next few days or weeks e sipagin ulit akong mag-blog. I missed writing my anecdotes or just sharing my thoughts to the world (with or without an audience… ay meron nga pala, my wife! Hi mahal!)

It’s almost 11pm. Have to sleep na because we still have work pa the next day! Busy na naman. Until next blog… hopefully I’ll make it longer next time!

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